..inikah kali terakhir aku memegang M16 dan Revolver?..

Bulan Mei ni tauliah lah aku.. setelah 3 tahun berhempas pulas dengan kehidupan sebagai mahasiswi UKM dan inspector in training.. dah boleh amik certificate dgn IGP (kalo dia turun la).. so tanggal 21 Februari kami ke lapang sasar PDRM di Bentong, Pahang. Exam menembak la ni.. markah dimasukkan dalam final exam and ni 1 part of the evaluation.. Pasni ujian kawad dan ujian undang-undang pulak..ala.. hafal 3 (3) akta PDRM 1967 sudah..



Persoalannya, dalam bilik pun boleh aku kawad tapi, adakah ini kali terakhir aku berpeluang memegang senjata, M16 dan Revolver .38? sebab sebagai orang awam, aku tidak lagi layak gi menembak cam aku buat sebagai Reserved Cop ni..


Terdetik juga fikiran waktu aku menarik picu pistol tu... (sbb tu asyik tersasar jer).. adakah ini kali terakhir?


Bukan tidak minat menyertai PDRM, cuma tanggungjawab itu terlalu berat. Sebab, kalau aku masuk PDRM, aku bukan orang awam. Tapi kalau aku orang awam, aku dah tak boleh menjalankan tugas PDRM... aku sayang PDRM.. dah 8 tahun aku pakai uniform biru ni..
tahun ni jer uniform ni perap dalam almari..


Ntah la..kalau orang tanya, aku katakan tidak. tapi bila difikirkan, semasa menembak pun boleh terfikir haluan masa depan. PDRM kah? UKM kah? balik kahwin kah? Universiti lain kah? Internship Abroad dulu kah?... tanam keledek kah?


Bukanlah tidak ingin merancang tetapi segalanya sangat kabur.. tiada alasan jitu untuk memilih salah satu.




Biarlah setahun lagi?

Off to Gabai and Semenyih..

waterfall again and again and again...

..Off to Pangsun!!..

Kami sesama krew merancang mandi sungai Pangsun.. janji tunggu di store pukul 9.00 pagi. dah la aku baru lepas abis shift late night malamnya. shift abispukul 7.00, tapi balik rumah sebab nak tukar baju (takkan la nak pakai baju belang hijau uniform crew mcD tu pergi sungai kan, haha) .. so balik la dulu..nak buat sandwich lah, kononnya.. 2 jam ada.. dah sampai rumah check email dulu, then reply email, then baring jap.. sudahnya terjagapukul 9.30 pagi.. huhuhu.. lewat setengah jam..sandwich ntah kemana, kelam kabut packing baju nak pergi.. sampai store, ada lagi yg belum sampai..9.00 pagi la kononnya.. hahaha..nasib baik lah Bob Tajung or Azim gi beli some snack .. ada jugak bekal.. instead of aku yang berangan nak buat sandwich konon.. tetido lak..hahkalo dia x bawak bekal tuh mugkin kami kena jadi orang asli masuk hutan beburu makanan ..hahaha..

So kami pun bertolak dalam pukul 10 pagi.. 2 kereta, kereta syikin dengan kereta mas'T.. dalam kereta tuh dalam macam tin sardin la.. berhimpit2.. nasib baik aku dok depan.. hahahah.. ala.. yang berhimpit pun comel2 jer.. tak kisah lah tuh.. kan? kan?Perjalanan sangat lah jauh.. kami tak tau jalan, follow mas'T je.. lagipun aku bukan familiar sangat dengan jalan2.. dalam kereta tak ambil gambar, sotak boleh nak tunjuk kat sini.. sorry.. setelah rasa macam nak pergi sungai golok jauhnya, kami pun sampailah.. not sure the specific name of the river bank though,.. yang aku tau sampai jer kami terjun...huhuhu..) sungai tu OK la... air agak bersih, tapi at first cam ragu2 nak mandi sebab banyak sampah, bukan la sampah buatan, tapi banyak sampah macam ranting kayu and bushes.. tapi dah semua terjun aku terjun la.. banyak la batu, boleh luka batu esp when tapak kaki dah lembut berendam lama sangat.. huhu..

Mandi manda dalam 2 jam jugak la, tapi yang aku tak tahan dey all gi amik lumpur sungai main sapu kat muka.. aku buat2 cam x bersalah la..

ntah camne MasT bleh perasan yang aku x kena lagi.. dia dah jerit "Mak Esah!!" erk..

amik lumpur la..then amik pasir lak..dah la rambut aku panjang.. nasib baik aku x kena lumur dengan pasir.. lumpur sajer la,, tu pun masT punya kerja.. tak larat nak lari.. takut selipar putus..anyway kalau lari pun berjaya ker??

hahaha.. dah kena lumur dengan natural masker tuh jatuhlak earring aku.. adeii.. baru beli, silver lak tu..kalau besi tak kisah lah.. nasib baik jumpa..tak sangka jumpa..- kesimpulan, jangan pakai earring bila nak gi turun sungai yeah,

masa mandi tuh tetiba sahaja kami jadi 2 group.. yea la.. 3 hippo dah keseberang, kami kat seberang sini.. dah jadi acara perang pasir pulak.. tak ada sesiapa pun menang.. cuma abis kena pasir..

then barulah aku perasan arachnide ada situ.. mende 8 kaki tu.. spider.. aku cukup tak bole tengok haiwan 8 kaki tu.. waktu belajar Biodiversiti dulu pun,asal masuk pengkelasan labah-labah, ada gambar dia, aku tutup dengan sticky note.. ni benda betul depan mata.. nasib baik kecil.. huh..

maka aku sorang berperang dengan mereka.. aku baling pasir la.. so dia blah or jatuh dalam air.. si Hafizi tu bajet aku nak baling dia lah.. hhaha.. nope!i was just fighting these small creatures, and they dont do anything wrong. I was the one who scared of them.. huhuhu..
while mandi tu jugak, macam-macam khazanah kami jumpa...OK these one not natural ok.. tin can (bahaya lah! tajam!) then, snack plactics, diaper, not to mention, even bra! gosh! tu semua masT jumpa.. kalau aku jumpa pun , aku biarkan saja.. sbb banyak sangat.. err.. sengan la kalau orang luar nampak.. dah jadi tempat buang sampah sungai ni.. 'cintai lah sungai kita' kan?

Then lepas mandi and bilas2 dengan air paip, kami bergambar2 sebelum bertolak pulang.. so these are some of those..gaya baru lepas mandi sungai..

Kami pun pulang lalui jalan yang well, aku pun baru tau

kat Malaysia ada jalan macam tu.. and we stop by tepi

jalan sbb view lawa sangat!! it looks like a dam, and look

like tasik.. sesapa tahu nama tempat ni?

biasalah, bob jadi photographer, kami tukang posing.. aku pun terlupa aku dah tua, perangai macam budak2 jugakk.. hahaha then pergi rumah nenek (ye ke?) Uya.. kat semenyih.. best wo.. banyak rambutan kami habiskan.. makan macam2 kat rumah dia.. main ting ting.. dahlama tak buat kerja tuh.. nak main kat umah kat Bangi ni dok flat.. naK main kat kampung ? lambat lagi nak balik...
so these are some of the memories...

Being an AIESECer

I was walking in my faculty with a coursemate 2 weeks after i enroll Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM).. being first year student, 2 weeks in university campus, we were still trying to determine whether those stories told by seniors are correct. and still looking for a good organization to join. then we saw somthing about 'going abroad' or 'working in global environment'.. the tagline was already enough to attract us to find out more.. So that was a short story how did i discovered about AIESEC, world largest student-run organization.. so proud it actually present in our beloved UKM.. whoa!!

this picture was taken in Universiti Malaya before we went in to the hall for legislation.. everyone look just great..

So I joined AIESEC with a friend, after 2 months, she doesn't want to stay anymore. But there are a lot of things in AIESEC that keep me stayed, especially the 'international' part of AIESEC.

Some people keep on questioning me, what is AIESEC? the name itself doesnt give much clue. yeah, in UKM we have Persatuan anak negeri which the name itself indicate which part of Malaysia they come from.. so it's actually take quite some time to explain about AIESEC to people but i normally explain basic idea of what is AIESEC , and then , google up! haha, simple answer but not much of the positive impression though.

In AIESEC we have conferences and conventions..where we get to meet international facis, international delegates or go abroad if the conference is conducted in other country. This was some pictures of my first national level conference that i attended, back in 2006, 3 years ago in Universiti Sains Malaysia, Pulau Pinang..

I was a first year student during that time .. (so much time to spend on such things ) and I was a junior (manja la.. junior lagi.., tak tau apa2.. naive..). I was standing , number 3 from the right. third row from front. National Leadership Development Seminar was for juniors to attend.. so basically its about developing ourself in terms of leadership. The conference ran concurrently with Mid National Convention (MNC). MNC, however is for our senior who were taking responsibility or holding leardership role in Local Chapter. Basically NLDS is fun, and MNC is serious.

Then i became executive of people development for a year. So in 2007 I attended Mid National Convention in University Malaya , Kuala Lumpur. I was the person incharge of logistics of Pre-NLDS... yeah, logistics level. not management.. my vice president incharge of education wise.

so this was my vice president, Tee Kean Huei. not sure if I spell his name correctly though.. This was our last dinner together as a department, me him and another 1 execuitve, Harp. He treated us in San Francisco Pizza Restaurant in Bangi. I thought he was just kidding to treat us... haha.. but he was serious and he did.

and thi is Harpreet, my so-called collegues.. hahah.. yeah, she look a bit like minah saleh here, esp with the hair but she is Malaysian.. Multiracial department!

I remembered thos who come late to our meeting have to treat others for mamak. thank god not KFC of McD.. (pokai la..).. i was late once, and i treated Harp with iced milo and hmm.. food in mamak but i cant recall what was it..

I think we done pretty good in our term, TKH as leader sure boleh!! haha.. not sure

about all the KPI, CSF and all that (lupa.. and i wasnt so concern about it though).. but as a team i can say it was great to be a part of it, even though its not the department i was wishing for at that time..

Recombinant DNA Technology Class memories

We attended this class 2 years ago, at the first sem of second year in UKM. The reason why i put the pictures of this class is because, well, we took a lot of picture during the lab. And this was the time i get my hands on what my lecturer have been teaching me in lectures. All of the procedure given in the lab manual has the significant purposes. And we need to be prepared about 'why do we have to do this?'.. Pensyarah tanya 1 soalan tu jer, applied to all answer. Biasalah, jawapan kami kadang2 mengarut2, kadang2 tak terjawab..

Ni pula coursemate lah, aku jadi tukang snap gambar pulak. tak pe la, jadi kenangan.. ada yang dapat jumpa tahun 2 je.. tahun 3 dah jarang sangat jumpa...

yang kat bawah ni aji dan jai, group masa dalam makmal nih..

aji tu muka dia macam tak nak amik gambar, tapi maybe belum ready dah snap.huhuhu..

McD Drive Thru Bangi Crew-mates..

i think i have become part of this family. its kinda weird, being sort of proud being a crew member?i dont say i am proud, but i savour each moment while working, because i feel the sense of belongingness one day, i might not be working here anymore but the memories are definately locked in my heart..

ni la geng-geng late night crew.. (nana and uya terkecuali) .. dua orang ni kadang2 jer late night (pernah ke? hmm.. ntah).. waktu ni cuti sem, seronok lah kami keluar berjalan-jalan di Alamanda Putrajaya ni.. Bob pulak suka amik gambar, maka terpaksalah kami (terpaksa dan rela).. ber'posing sakan .. even cara posing pun dia yang betulkan.. hahah..

waktu ni happy time lah,.. Zaidi tak berhenti kerja lagi.. tak sangka best tau keluar denga dey all ni.. terutama Mas'T.. sangat gila2.. aku pun tak pernah jumpa orang yang selamba macam dia.

then lepas tu kami pergi karaoke.. waktu ni jer boleh enjoy sedemikian rupa.. sebelum bukak sekolah (cikgu kene mengajar) and sem break tamat (aku kene belajar).. hahaha.. sekarang dah x boleh buat macam nih,, assignment menggunung.. ni tengah blur la tulis blog ni.. di pagi buta nih..

ni sebenarnya hari yang sama, kami ke Hospital Serdang dulu, cari crew member yang accident, then they told us he had been transferred to HKL, so kami ke HKL pula.. then bila sampai, waktu melawat dah tamat , and we needed to wait to 2 hours to visit him. 2 hours of waiting in hospital compound was damn boring.. so kami ambil gambar.. pose sana sini.. visitors lain pun pelik tengok kami.. tapi tu la.. memang dey all ni gila2.. aku pun kagum macam mana aku boleh termasuk didalam golongan ini. hahahahah.. kidding.. then after that we went to Alamanda Putrajaya.. berjalan sana sini, malam tu kami late night shift pulak.. so semua dah terlajak tido.. hahahaha...